Just Another Teenage Girl's Blog

Well well well long time no post hehe, should be on more often, only just got round to doing it ^-^ Lets start from the begining, back in jolly old ‘o9. Will be very breifly cuz i got the memory span of a squirrel.

Christmas was pretty awesome to be honest. Got another ps3, that’s in my room, perfumes, chocolate, sharpies, cute is what we aim for top, makeup, MW2, some other games, dvds, money, jewellry box, and some other stuff i dont remember. Really good day hehe. Boxing day was awesome, had a power cut so we all played sharades in the dark, Lisa came over, Nathan went to London with Grandad to see relatives, and was out with Dale, Dylan, Ashley, Lucas, Luke, Joel, Rachel and Holly most of the time, Lisa on the odd days, since she stayed over for the week, overall was a really good break, totally messed up my sleeping patterns, but thats nothing new (; New Years eve was just wowza! Alot of boy stuff happened around that time that I can’t go into detail about, lets just say i almost cheated on Dale but I didnt, I held myself back so much, i wanted to, but i know what its like at both ends, and i wasnt doing that to him. Mainly on New Years Eve, Spent the morning/afternoon day type thing with Dale and Dylan, talking to Dylans mum cause she’s actually awesome and pretty funny xD Then went and got Ashley and met up with everyone else. Then other people started going in to get pissed, but Me Lucas Joel and Rachel had a few bottles of wkd on the night so it wasnt all bad. New years day was cool too, still snowing [at this point its been snowing since school, global warming gave us a white christmas, wahey] and was freeeezing, so didnt stay out long. Nothing much happened for the rest of the holidays, Got up somewhere between 3pm and 5pm unless someone called me to go out, usually went out for a few hours, not long though, then went back in, on laptop checking things, downloading music like I do, on modern warfare loads, random dancing and crap like that, waiting to go back to school and going to bed at 4am.

Day before first day back I didnt sleep much, but i’m not complaining. Finished watching D.gray man [my anime] during the night and did my english essay [around 4 pages of it] then usual before school stuff, straightening hair, doing nails and eyeliner ect. Was a pretty good first day back too, funny like school always is i guess. I got my tablet that was meant to be here for christmas, which i’m sooo happy about, doesnt work, no opperating system on it, but i’m just happy its here. Broke up with Dale yesterday, long story short I just didnt feel the same for him, so i ended it. Single at the moment and after last night I know i prefer it hehe, a few people know what happened, i’ll leave it at that.

Today we had the day off school cause of so much snow, the only thing snows good for after christmas, most likely off tomorrow too, didnt really do much, msn then more sleep, then games, then out cuz Lucas chats so much shit, going to ‘kick the shit’ out of a guy, had 3 mins of him bouncing around waiting for someone to hit the other, pissed me off to be honest haha, was a pussy fight, seen year 7s do better, and froze my feet off for pretty much nothing, then been messing around since i got back like i usually do. Now i’m single i flirt alot more, which is rather funny, but i dunno if i should be feeling guilty cause of Dale. I dont feel guilty, but some part of me is telling me i should be. Ah well, shit happens, i’m happy so its all i’m bothered about to be honest. New years resolutions arent going too bad, got a whole year to get em done so i think i’m safe (: I got:

1. Make some of my own money

2. Lose Weight

3. Help Rachel and her baby (:

4. Do well with GCSE’s n shizz

5. Keep my good friends and perhaps make up with old ones

I think i’m doing okay so far, getting science GCSE results sometime in january, nervous and getting pretty much perfect results in english, so i’m doing awesome really. At the moment its like quater to 2 in the morning for wednesday 6th january 2010, i’m sat downstairs on my laptop watching watchmen and chilling with daddy, its a pretty good film, i’d recomend it. Just caught up with the QC comics, and lifes going well again. If anything new happens i’ll let you guys know hehe, night for now (:

–Claiireyy The [Super Ninja Dragon Bitch].

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Title says it all tbh. Sat here watching ugly betty, seeing if i’m going to Tokyos tonnight and trying not to brey the stupid slag (:

Not a lots gone on in the past few days really, school finished on friday, was pretty cool, some pics on facebook would love the comments a lots happend with guys ¬_¬ thats where the stupid slag comes in. Every single person exept Dale and Dylan and Lucas want me to kick the shit out of her! She tries anything else and i swear to god i’m gonna kill her nd tell her to back the fuck off -__- But i’m trying to forget about all that, cause its not gonna do me any good. Hassan has been a life saver (: and he better be happy he got a mention in this he probably doesn’t even know how much he helped, but he did your a star hun!

Well well well, possibly Tokyos tonnight If not i’m grabbing a few guys together and going to jus get pissed on some random street aha, pictures shall be taken with either one Not much to say really, moodswings annoy me, but everythings okay i think (: I looove everyone thats helped me tbh. Hassan, Jody, Dale, James, Marc, your all amazing!

No idea what to do with the guy thing =/ I really really do love him though (: [It's my blog i'll go into detail if i want to if you dont wanna know, just skip to the next bit hehe] I love him sooo much! It’s so weird that i’ve actually never felt like this before (: I dunno wether to be happy about it or upset that i’m soo gonna fuck this up somehow >.< I usually do =/ I just hope when i do mess it up I dont hurt Him….I really love him (: I’m always smiling whenever I talk to him or think about him [which is a lot tbh] He’s the kind of guy I could just sit hugging for ever, He has no idea how amazing he makes me feel ^-^” And even with all that, with my head being a bitch due to things i care not to mention while i’m still happy, I get so paranoid somethings going to happen and destroy us, and i’m getting carried away and i hate it =/ thank you to everyone who’s helped me, and i’ve just got to the point that i dont know what to do, i dont know how i’m gonna mess it up, i dont know if i’m gonna be in tears one night for what i’m gonna do, but i do know i love him more than anything, and whatever happens in the end, i love him so its all gonna work out (:

Nothing much else to say. Christmas in 5 days, still have christmas shopping to do, but mostly its all cool (: Hope everyone has an amazing holiday….

Ok just confirmed, DEFFO tokyos tonnight =D i’ll go get pissed tomorrow bwaha! Anyway, OMG ROSS JUST SAID DOO DOO ON FRIENDS

Anyway, Merry christmas all, hope you all have a freat holiday (: Byebyee

–Claireyy The [ChristmasElf].

Happy Feckin Holidays ¬_¬ What an amazing first post, but i’m here to spam the internet with my complaining, so hi (:

To start, people just suck. And i’m not singling anyone out, I mean everyone. Every single person in the world, Sucks. Know why? Cause no matter what anyone says, people dont change, ever. I won’t mention names, but they know who they are and I don’t care who i’m insulting right now, i’m in a mood, fuck off. So my friends pregnant, wahey [/sarcasm]. I got nothing against her being like preggo and shizz, but I wish she’d look after herself more, for the baby’s sake. We’re taking this more serious than she is in my opinion, and I don’t like it. She needs to grow the hell up if she wants to keep this baby, of course i’ll help her and all that, but at the end of the day, it’s her baby, not mine, and I don’t wanna be looking after it all the time. She’s amazing and I love her to bits ofcourse, just bugs me that she doesn’t seem to be taking it as serious as the rest of us.

More people that get on my tits, and here I will mention names cuz I couldn’t give a shit if she reads it. monika [Her name doesn't deserve capitalising.] Swear down WHAT IS IT WITH THIS INBRED BITCH! So I like a guy loads, the first day she comes out with us, she’s all over him, after I made it perfectly clear he was mine! After that, I like this other guy, who she starts hanging round with everytime i’m there! Then I get a boyfriend, I’ll give you 3 guesses who has a crush on him. What a pisstake!

On that topic, I really really really love him (: But i’ve got to one of those points again, the one where i go completely emotionless and question every good thing in my life, you know the ones i’m talking about. Happens every 5 or 6 months or something, It’l probably end in a few days or something. I’ve come to the conclusion love is pointless. It’s only words, It’s only ever going to be words, cause face it, no ones psychic, so we have no real proof they mean it. They only give you words, even if they say they’ll do anything for you because they love you that much, who’s to say he’s not lying like everyone else did? At the end of the day, Words hold no meaning to me anymore, because they can’t be proved. And no matter what, no one is going to be in a perfect little relationship crap forever, because if either you don’t love them anymore, they break your heart or they die. Your going to get crushed at the end of it no matter what happens in between.

You can tell i’ve been questioning the point of life again. The main things people say, we have to stay in school so we get good jobs and get lots of money. If i’m gonna die in like 60 years or something, what the hells the point of doing shit loads of work so I can make money i won’t even use so I can just die at the end of it. Whats the point of any kind of relationship? Everyone’s gonna die one day, if you don’t know them, you dont have to feel upset cause you wont have anyone to lose. I don’t even know what other reasons there are for living I guess, just so people can taunt you all your life cause your just not good enough. Yeah, I know i’m not good enough, what the fucks your problem with it. Retards. Shit I can be depressing when I try.

So on the random side of things, Christmas Show at school was pretty awesome, my guys and girls rocked out loud, trying to think of something nice to say so I don’t go all insulting and shizz, it was cool. More randomness to explain the title, Music is my life, hopefully something to do with music will be in all my titles, Band names, lyrics, or just the word music (: Pasta, I ate half a bowl for tea, it was nice, Peter Pan, they tried to make me watch it in drama class, and I didn’t [went down to chrismas show rehersals and chilled with peoples]. And nothing much else to say really, got the idea from Marcah to make a random blog [if your reading this I LOVE YOUU (:] Tomorrows last day of school before we break up for christmas holidays. Check out http://store.fueledbyramen.com for most of my christmas list (: Hurley Paramore Hoodie #1 on my list hehe. And even more randomness, i was on googlegooglegooglegoogle.com at school and put googlegooglegooglegoogle on in all the boxes til they were all really small, but big enough to see the words you typed in, and typed a message and took a picture cause it was pretty awesome. Even more randomness, I do not understand the film Donnie Darko and shall wiki it right now (: Happy Holidays Everyone!

–Claireyy The [CocaColaRobot.]

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